Yup : ) hopefully this year will be better. I will have more self respect this year. And control over my emotions, and personal accountability for my mess ups.
Being lame sucks. Being bitter sucks, and looking back is painful. I need to relax, and be thankful for what I have. I feel better knowing what I do now, despite what its cost me.
I wish the best for all of you, even those who don't wish the same for me. I wish I could have been a better friend to the people I once knew. I didn't realize how nice people were to me until they weren't so nice anymore. And the impressions I've left are ones that will never go away. I will never be anyone, things I've said can never be unsaid, and that's fair, but hard to accept. I need to shut up, deal with it, and move forward. So that is what I will do my best to do this year.
I'll still be around, mostly just putting up art stuff. Anyway yeah, take care of yourselves and happy new year. May this upcoming year prove prevalent in the deconstruction of selfish and hateful mental barriers.